The empty Chair

So the day is ended you come home to that empty chair.
The one who was your friend is no longer there
.
You look at the wall and talk to the mirror
its hard to cook supper for yourself and eat alone.
To face the loss of a life time friend a lover so hard.
The tears flow you want to toss the towel.

If i owned a tissue factory i would be rich they say people cry every day.
Others say it will get better atfter time all the wounds will heal.
My wifes didnt heal for almost a year I rember treating the scare where the csncer was removed for a year.
God is that it take for this pain of loss to subside.
I have to be real and say God will I make the year.
Peopleblook at you as if there is somthing wrong with you.

Behold, I am making all things new.I LIFT YOU UP SAYS THE LORD

 Revelation 21:5

'Behold, I am making all things new.'

- The Lord is the only one who can make things new again.
God chops up ches it down slows it and spits all out in a different manner to me and you.
God takes our lives and shapes them to suit Him is what I like to believe..

- He can take what is damaged and hurt and completely restore it.
He is taking me as I am damaged you just as you are damaged and broken changing you today to suit Him and Him alone only if you let Him.
Pray you do I have decided to Follow just that. JESUS.

- He can take impossible circumstances and turn them around.
He can fix anything in HIS MANNER.
We must never forget He will fix it but it just might not be our way.....

- He can bring back life and hope into any situation.
His word gives us HOPE when we have none.
He lifts the lifts that wont work. 
He makes the blind to see the deaf to hear.
He heals in HIS WAY BECAUSE HE IS GOD...

PRAYER: Lord, please come by Your Spirit and renew and revive my life, my hopes and my dreams. FATHER I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...Amen

Sometimes God shakes our world but we dont let GO OF GOD

Oh yes God shook my world

Yes maybe HE SHOOK

IT HARD THIS TIME?

I lost the love of my life 

MY WIFE THIS LIFE FRIEND WILL SHE HER IN ETERNITY

She went to be with JESUS

Cancer got so ugly 

BUT IN THE MESS GOD WAS GOD

Im sure we all ask the same question where too now....

All I can say is as Peter stepped out of the boat.

And Peter walked on the water.

Peter had to walk.

JESUS had to lead.

But

Peter had to walk.

Why, How, we will never understand the hurt the pain.

But I belived as Peter so HE TOOK JESUS HAND 

AND HE ALLOWED HIMSELF TO BE LEAD.

SO MUST I WALK AND ALLOW GODTO LEAD 

AND GUIDE ME KNOW. 

IMUSTNEVERLETGOHISHANDAGAIN

The Love of my lif My With 09/03/2015 Stage 4 Brain cancer now with JESUS

Well it is a new day God takes God gives a New day each and every day

I have not posted for a while a again lost my WIFE on Monday.
So Hard to Face
Cancer what a terrible sickness
I would not wish it on my worst enemies that is if I have any pray I don't.
God said we are to love one another thoughts of Love are hard at this time.
But Family and them special Friends are helping me get thru.
Funeral is tomorrow at 09h00 at Woord en Lewe church in Boksburg if you read
Please pray for me and my family.
Sharleen was a special Wife a Awesome Mother and always ever bodies friend.
She Love JESUS and that gives me strength to know that she is in a better place with lots of other Christian friends.
God said in John 15 if we remain in Him HE will remain in us we are all part of many branches on the tree.
My wife had 51 pages in her book some people only have 1 page. others even have none.
So sad.
But lets not dwell on that and remember that GODS LOVE CONQURES ALL.
well my love SHARLEEN you will never see this but I wish you did my love for you will be always.
To honor and to hold
to love till we are old
In sickness and health
Till death us do part.
forever and ever
Amen
We made it

persevere when facing loss of a loved one

Hebrews 10:36 - 'You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what He has promised.'

- It is easy to give up and throw in the towel.
Almost 4 weeks of knowing that my wife has stage 4 brain cancer 6 melanoma on the brain and today I want to toss the towel forget about life after they moved her to Hospice this week. So lost don't know how to face this 35 years of happiness and now God whats up Why this. I will never understand.

- But we are called to stand firm and to never surrender.
Then the song said stand on the rock of God be firm don't be shaken.


- Challenges will come, but we should persevere.
Trust god 

- Let us stand the test of time and pass the test.
Some how complete the test.
PRAYER: Lord, help me to be steadfast and determined to do what You have called me to do. May I never choose to give up until that day that I see all Your promises fulfilled. 
thank you for your help Father.
Amen.